| Title | 儚き愛の行く末に – 瑠璃唐綿 – |
| Romaji | Hakanaki Ai no Yukusue ni -Ruritouwata- |
| Eng. | The Fate of Fleeting Love -Tweedia- |
| CV | 皇帝 Sumeragi Mikado |
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Tracks
Encounter
[00:15]
I’d like to return these books.
Huh? Blue marks…
No way… Could it be… this soon?
Ah, are the returns all set?
Um… More importantly, do you remember me? Ah, no… it’s not that… I mean… I feel like we’ve met somewhere before.
You don’t know me? So you’ve just started working at this library…
Sorry, I just blurted out something weird.
[01:24]
Oh right, there’s this book I can’t find. It’s a non-fiction book about the Poincaré Conjecture called “The Future of Elementary Particles,” but it doesn’t show up in the search system here.
Thanks for your help.
Oh, it just arrived? That’s why the system hasn’t been updated yet.
Yes, that’s the one. Thank you.
[02:04]
By the way, Miss Librarian… when do you finish work?
I’d really like to talk with you properly. About books, and other things too…
Ah, but… here… this is a library, after all, and we’re not supposed to talk much. So, please. I’m studying here, and I’ll wait for you outside when the library closes. I’m Katagiri Yuito, a junior at the high school across the park.
Thank you!
[03:05]
Ah, you must be tired.
I’m fine. Sure, it gets chilly around this time, but I made sure to dress warm. By the way, there’s a beautiful weeping cherry tree nearby. It’s in full bloom right now. Want to go see it?
I guess… that’s a no…
I’m so glad! This way.
Sorry if I’m asking too much of you.
Miss Librarian, you mentioned earlier that you just started working at the city library. So, you’re not from around here, right?
What brought you to this rural area?
[04:09]
I see… you’re a temporary staff member on a one-year contract. It must be tough moving to a new place every year, right? So did you just end up here by chance? Was there just an opening?
I wish you’d come looking for me…
Just kidding, of course that’s not the case.
But more importantly… look at that weeping cherry tree. Isn’t it beautiful?
This used to be the main keep of Ohashi Castle. During the Meiji Restoration, they tore it down and planted weeping cherry trees all over the grounds.
[05:05]
Back in the Meiji or Taisho era… anyway, it was the setting for this really popular old Kodan [1] story. Have you heard of it?
Yes, a tragic love story.
Hmm, is this another coincidence?
Well, I guess it makes sense for a librarian to know about it. Though most people aren’t familiar with Kodan stories.
Oh, did you maybe read that story and decide to come here?
Maybe… Well…
(Wind rustles)
Ah, the cherry blossoms.
…They’re so beautiful.
I’ve always wanted to do something like this, see weeping cherry trees with the love of my life.
(Wind rustles)
[06:16]
Ah, you’ve got petals in your hair.
That mark on the back of your left hand…
See, I have the same one. They look very similar, right?
Don’t you think this is some kind of destiny? Like proof of a bond between two lovers from a past life, or maybe even before that?
[07:00]
I’ve fallen in love with you. Please, will you go out with me?
No? Because I’m just a high school junior…
Don’t turn me down so bluntly… The age difference isn’t such a big deal, and neither is the fact that we just met.
Anyway, I don’t see any obstacles between us. I can’t imagine being with anyone but you, and I don’t want to. So…
You’d get into trouble…?
Ah… I see… because I’m still 17… Hmm…
But I’ve finally found you. I don’t want anyone to take you away from me.
[08:14]
Fine, then. I’ll wait until March 1st to ask you out.
March 1st is my 18th birthday. My high school graduation is also on that day, I think.
It’s April now, so there’s still a long way to go, but until then, please be my friend. That’s okay, right? Of course, I’ll do my best to win you over in the meantime, and I don’t want you to see anyone else.
I’ll study hard for my entrance exams. Ever since I was little, I’ve decided to become an adult who can make tons of money. So that when I found someone I loved, I could win her heart.
To prepare for that, I’ve been training my body and practicing kendo at the dojo to improve myself.
[09:05]
So I could be with the person I love, whatever life brings. So I could protect what we have, no matter what comes our way.
So that the two of us can grow old together… this time, I swear… with you.
For now, being friends is enough. Please spend a lot of time with me!
(Wind rustles)
[1] 講談 (kodan): A style of traditional oral Japanese storytelling.
“Friends”
[00:04]
Thank you for coming with me all the way to this bookstore. It really helped.
So, it’s pretty obvious, right? That I keep making up reasons to ask you out.
Hehe, I knew it. But if I don’t do this, you’d never go out with me. It might be awkward in our town, but it’s fine in a busy area like this, right?
I mean, we’re just friends, so it shouldn’t matter if people see us…
I get it. I won’t do anything that would make you look like a criminal.
To be honest, I wanted to ask for a ride in your car, but I decided to take the train instead. Even though I want to spend more time with you, I’m holding back.
[01:04]
Just meeting you at the library and occasionally chatting with you on messenger apps is enough for now.
Until March 1st, that is.
Hehe, that’s okay, right? Even friends whisper to each other sometimes.
Alright, I won’t do it again.
I won’t do it again, but… can I ask you one favor? Let’s go over there, in front of that closed store.
I want to do a DNA test.
I want to prove that we aren’t blood-related, before it’s too late.
[02:07]
You probably think I’m saying something weird, but there’s always a possibility, you know? Like, who knows what my dad might’ve done when he was young, right?
Right now we’re just friends, so even if that turns out to be true, I could probably handle it. But if we found out after we started dating… I… I couldn’t take it.
Don’t you think so?
Hehe, don’t assume we’ll date?
Even if you say that, I’m sure of it. You’ll make me your boyfriend.
Are you going to bring up our age gap again? That’s not an obstacle or anything for us at all. Well, even if you turn me down on March 1st, I’ll keep trying until you make me your boyfriend.
[03:28]
I don’t mind waiting. I’ve been used to it for a long time. Besides, when I’m 18, I’ll be able to pursue you more passionately.
Ahh, but it’s really hot here. Must be at least 5 degrees hotter than back home. City center is always like this, huh. Standing still probably makes it feel worse.
But I have to get used to it because I want to go to college in the city.
You should work in the same city as me, too.
Why do you look surprised? Of course, I want to be with you.
So… a long distance relationship for sure? That’s sad.
Oh, right… You haven’t even agreed to date me yet.
It’s okay, it’s okay. I’ll keep trying until you finally say yes.
[04:45]
You know, I fall for you more every day. I watch you working during my study breaks. You answered my question in one shot, but you handled other people’s inquiries just as smoothly. I always found that amazing. You must study the library collection a lot.
When you talk to kids, you get them this soft, warm smile and casually recommend books they might like. Seeing things like that makes me want to work harder. But more than anything, I’m just happy to be in the same room with you…
Ahaha… Ah, it’s really hot. Hey, why don’t we go cool off somewhere?
A cafe would be nice, right? Since we came all the way to the city. Or somewhere that serves good shaved ice? Like something loaded with mango and stuff.
Alright, let’s go.
Autumn
[00:17]
Good morning. I was so excited that I got here early. You’re early too, 10 minutes ahead of the agreed time. You’re going to park the car, right? There’s still plenty of time before the train, so take your time.
But the train station is still so empty on a Sunday. All the shops are closed down. I wonder if this town is doing okay.
Another shrine? Hmm… that’s okay. The shrine I mentioned before is just a famous one that’s easy to get to by train. It’s not like it’s specifically for academics or anything.
Tenjin-sama? In the neighboring prefecture? Oh, I’ve never heard of it. It’s supposed to be very effective, huh…? But it’s hard to get there by train.
[01:24]
Huh? Is it okay? Thank you for taking me.
I’m… I’m so happy. This is my first ride with you.
Huh, a prayer for passing the exam? Well, it’s okay to loosen up a bit, right? It’s fall already, and the real grind starts soon. So let’s enjoy ourselves, at least for today.
[02:21]
You’re such a good driver.
Just average? Not at all, you’re good. I want to get my driver’s license soon. If I’d been born in April, I would’ve had it by now. Ah, and more than that, I could’ve been your boyfriend already.
High school graduation is still in March either way. Well, that’s true, but… you know, you haven’t said that recently—that you haven’t decided to let me be your boyfriend.
Yeah. You stopped saying that around the end of summer. When I… when I noticed that, I was like, scored! I was so happy. I’ve got a really good memory, so I remember everything. Even my past life, and the one before that.
[03:26]
You’re a librarian, so you must have a good memory too, right?
The truth is… you remember, don’t you?
You’re just embarrassed. You’ve always been a terrible liar.
Hehe, well, I’ll leave it at that.
Ahh, I get it now—It’s because the DNA test results came back showing we’re not related. Is that why you’re okay having me in your car now?
[04:12]
If you want to visit a shrine to pray for success, you can only get there by car. Maybe this is the true blessing from Tenjin-sama.
Thank you for doing this for me. You looked it up and everything.
I should thank you after I pass the exam?
Yeah. I’ll definitely pass.
[04:46]
Ah, I can see the ocean!
Hey, have you ever been to the ocean?
No? You’ve never even wanted to go?
You’re from a landlocked prefecture, right? So, you’ve always wanted to go but haven’t had the chance since you became a working adult?
In that case, shall we make a quick stop?
Well… it’s pretty far. If we stop by, we might not be able to go back today.
Ah, there’s a lookout point up ahead, probably at the top of the mountain pass. Why don’t we stop there and take a break? You must be tired from all this driving.
[05:52]
Wow, you can see the ocean really well from here.
It does seem pretty far after all. If we go there, we’ll have to take a different route.
But just looking at the ocean is nice too. It’d be better if we actually went there, but even from here, it’s exciting.
Speaking of getting excited… I caused you a lot of trouble at first, didn’t I?
Like asking you out the very day we met in April, and then keeping at it… I fell in love and got so caught up in the moment. I thought I was being considerate of your situation, but I didn’t really understand anything at all.
I’m sorry.
[07:02]
You’re too kind, saying I don’t need to apologize. Anyway, I’ve made up my mind.
Today will be the last time I see you. I won’t contact you, and I won’t come to the library anymore.
Hehe, don’t make that face. I’m just going to focus on studying for my exams. I’ll be going to a cram school in another town that’s an hour away by train, so it’ll be hard to see you, even if I want to.
That’s why I thought I’d make things clear. When I pass my entrance exam and turn 18 on March 1st, I’ll come pick you up after my graduation ceremony.
[08:08]
Until then, please think about me and whether you want to go out with me.
Hehe, I’m relieved. You can’t hide it, I saw that look on your face.
When you made that face, I couldn’t help but want to kiss you.
But I won’t, I’ll hold back. I don’t want to trouble you, and I’m really happy just getting to hug you.
Here… open it.
[09:08]
It’s nothing fancy, but it’s a necklace. The design is something an adult could wear, and I thought it would look great on you.
They said it’s based on a blue star motif. I’m still too young to really do anything for you, but I wanted to at least give you something.
Do you like it?
I’m glad.
Oh, if you want to put it on right away, I’ll help you.
Yes, it’s beautiful. Really suits you.
You drove me today, so there’s no need to thank me. Instead, I’d be happy if you’d wear it all the time. And next summer, let’s go to that sea together. Wearing this necklace.
[10:29]
It’s been my dream to go to the ocean with the person I love—ever since a long, long time ago.
Thank you. Then it’s a promise.
Mmm… if you’ve had enough of a break, shall we get going?
Well then, let’s get back to the car.
Epilogue of Love
[00:12]
Good work.
I came to pick you up, just like I promised.
I got into my first-choice school. And look!
My high school diploma. I’m also 18 now.
Thank you.
I’ve been waiting to hear you say congratulations. When March 1st came, I wanted to fulfill all my promises—every selfish vow I made. When I first said it, March seemed so far away, but it passed in the blink of an eye.
Let me ask you properly.
[01:16]
I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?
Oh… is that… still a no?
So… then…?!
Ahh, you finally nodded!
I’m sorry… I almost hugged you right here at work.
You want to celebrate?
In that case… maybe somewhere just the two of us?
(Enter the room)
[02:25]
So this is your place?
No, it’s so neat and clean. Earlier, you were talking about going to some restaurant, but deep down, I think you had already decided to bring me here tonight, right?
You’re not even trying to deny it. And you’re wearing that necklace too. You even prepared something special… that makes me really happy.
Shall we get started?
Then let’s cook together. I’ve been working on my cooking skills too.
No way, I want us to do it together. Even if you say I should just relax as your guest, I’d rather be right beside you, okay?
Thank you. But first… look over here.
May I kiss you?
Ah, we finally kissed.
Now, let’s make something special?
(Utensils clicking)
[04:26]
Ah, that was delicious.
Because of me? What are you saying? You did pretty much all the cooking. But it was so nice to have a relaxed meal together. Making something together, eating together.
Really? We can do this as often as we want from now on.
I love you. What about you? Come to think of it, you haven’t given me a proper answer yet.
Don’t be shy—just agreeing to go out with me isn’t enough. I want to know how you really feel.
Ahh… I love you too.
I’m can’t wait any longer… Can I hold you?
[07:19]
I love you.
I love you so much. I always have, for so, so long…
(Rustling)
Ah, I’m having trouble with this—could you help? Sorry, it’s my first time.
Really? But all this time…
You were waiting for me… Waiting to meet your lover from your past life again. I knew it… you remembered everything this time, right? You just kept quiet all the time until today.
I get it. If you’d told me before I turned 18, I probably would’ve lost control and acted too recklessly.
[09:06]
So that’s why you were struggling even more. I thought the age gap was just a small obstacle, but it was different for you. For you who had to become an adult first…
Was it a shock when we first met? To find out I was still in high school?
It’s okay now, there is no need to hold back anymore.
I’ll never let you go.
I’ll kiss every part of you and make you mine.
Your chest… Don’t cover your face. Your hands… your birthmark… your fingers… I said I wanted to love every part of you. Your forehead, nose, eyes, cheeks, lips…
I love everything about you, so I’m going to kiss every inch of you. Your neck, your shoulders…
[13:43]
So keep your eyes on me, watch how my lips express their love for your breasts.
Ah, those sweet sounds… I’ve waited to hear it for so long—your voice when you’re feeling good…
I’ve longed to touch your warm skin, to kiss your stomach, your belly button… your thighs, your knees, your feet. I’ve always wanted to feel you.
Your underwear too… Can I take them off?
I want to make you feel good and have you say you want me.
No, I won’t stop. I want you to feel everything… and more.
Did you… just come?
You’re so adorable.
[17:53]
I’ll make you feel more. This time, I want to use my fingers.
You’re so hot inside…
Relax. It’s my first time, so I might not be great… just a bit more…
That’s it, feel good again. I’ll keep loosening you up.
Yeah, more…
Eh? Ah, but… if it’s your first time too…
Me? Do you already… want me?
[19:46]
I was trying so hard to be gentle this time, but when you say things like that… I just can’t help myself…
I hurt you again, right?
Compared to the pain of our past lives… compared to the loneliness of being apart… this is nothing…
I love you.
I can’t… hold myself back anymore.
I finally… get to hold you in my arms.
I wanted to act more like a grown man, but I already…
I’ll grow up quickly from now on, so please forgive me.
Can we… do it again?
I’m going in.
[24:56]
I’ve always loved you, loved you so much. Even though I was the one who suggested it, not being able to see you for months was driving me crazy. Even though I believed you’d definitely be my girlfriend, I was so afraid, so afraid that someone older or more mature would take you away.
I was terrified because I had no guarantee we’d be together. Though I told myself to hold back so this time our happiness would last forever…
That’s why I’m so happy. We’re so blessed… so blessed to have finally grasped our happiness.
You’re so tight inside… even though you’ve loosened up a bit… But still, you’re squeezing me so tightly…
Are you going to come? Me too…
Come… I’m about to come too… so let’s do it together…
I love you.
I’m coming… again… I want to let it all out inside you…
[28:46]
I love you. From now on, forever, my soul belongs to you.
Let’s be happy together, always together.
Yes, let’s love each other so much that it makes up for all the pain we’ve gone through until now.
From now on, for eternity..
Promise of That Day
(Running)
[00:05]
Morning! You didn’t have to run over here. Look at you, you’re all sweaty.
It tastes salty. Ouch, I guess you’re mad after all?
I thought it’d be fine since no one’s around this early during summer break, but… no good?
Got it. Only when we’re alone then. I’ll be more careful from now on. But… I just can’t help but want to kiss you the moment I see you.
It’s just… I get lonely since we can’t live together yet. Though I’ll just have to wait until I graduate from college and get a job. Even though you’ve got a job nearby and moved closer… I guess I’m just keep wanting more.
Oh, here it comes. (Train arrives)
(Water rippling)
[01:56]
We finally kept our promise, we finally made it here together.
That swimsuit really suits you, matches your necklace too. You’re so incredibly cute, especially when you get all shy like that…
Hehe, got the float ready! Come on, let’s have tons of fun.
Let’s go. Here, take my hand.
(Running towards the sea)
(Animate) After Story: Forever, and Ever
[00:06]
Wow, look at this marine-blue sea.
You can see the ocean from everywhere in the villa. Well, I mean, it’s built right over the water, so I guess that makes sense.
Let’s check out the terrace. Oh wait, better to put on our swimsuits first. Let’s go change.
Oh wow, this is amazing. The shallow lagoon seems to go on forever. Look, you can see through parts of the floor – there’re so many beautiful fish down there. It’s like we’re in paradise.
I’m so glad we picked this place for our honeymoon.
[01:09]
I’m so happy, this day has finally come.
Let’s jump right in! They say it’s okay to dive in from here. You’re good without a float now, right? Time to put those swimming lessons from the gym to the test!
Come here, look!
It feels amazing.
[02:31]
It’s so peaceful here, all you can hear are the waves…
(At night)
Oh, that seafood we had earlier—with that sunset turning the whole sky crimson red? Just incredible. And now, the night sky is brimming with countless stars.
Hmm? What’s the matter? Ah, could it be… you’re nervous? Because it’s our wedding night?
Hehe, you’re such a terrible liar. But why are you getting nervous now?
Here, look at me.
You’ve been in my arms more times than I can count.
I guess our first night as a married couple feels different, huh?
Honestly, I feel the same way. I’ve been waiting for this for so long… to hold you as my wife, to love you with these hands… these lips… not as your boyfriend anymore, but as your husband. I love you so much.
Since I was just a kid back then, you had to wait all these years for me to grow up and get a real job. But because of that, we got to spend so many years as a couple, built so many memories together, learned so much about each other, and felt so deeply for one another.
[06:01]
I want to melt into you… just like this.
I want to feel you directly, to live inside of you… It’s so hot and feels so good…
It feels so good… I’m losing my mind…
Are you close?
[07:53]
I want us to go together, holding both our hands… the two of us…
I’m about to… inside you…
No… I can’t hold it anymore…
It’s still coming…
[09:27]
What should I do, I just can’t… calm down.
It really feels like that time back then, you and I…
I love you, I love you more than anything. Ahhh, I can’t find the words…
What should I do… every night… it might be like this… is that okay?
Hehe, thank you.
Let’s be happy… together, just the two of us… forever…
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